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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

well, i guess im blogging coz im feeling bit emo.
actually, ive been keeping certain things to myself for a long time.
you know when you are really hurt by something but cant show it then you are super tempted to tell that person how you feel. at that very moment, it felt like i was about to black out. i lose control of all my senses and everything goes into slow motion. then i say the most ridiculous lines. and regret after that. it feels like shit. i cant take it anymore.
i know i hate change. i hate it when things change. i love old habits. but things like to change. day by day. things become differnt and i am always in a new space. i hate that. i m just rambling on and on again. i guess my thoughts are really jumbled. i don't exactly know what i want but i think i want something really badly.

ok, back into my hole. where no one really bothers unless they really need my help.
f- finance.


10:53 pm