stupid laptop.. spoil...
wanna cry...

well.. sumting is wrong wif the new SLB.. I can juz sense the old problems taking place all over again..
well.. ppl have been making decisions for me.. realli unbelievable.. i dunno la..
depression is kinda steppin in.. closer frenz know wat the hell is happening...
my work sucks and my time is so not enuff... i am totally stressed up...
i know i tear alot nowadays and ppl think i'm siao... so many assumptions.. i am sort of dying away slowly..
my body is realli weak but i still have to do so many things.. its realli tiring..
i have to rush to sooo many places at so little time.. my tuitions, homework, meetings, appointments and family time..
all stuffed up... i am realli veri tired...\somebody save me... i think i nid it...
cant a day be more than 24 hrs.. its realli not enuff...
i feel so hurt and painful... my frenz haiz.. sum of them are changing... things are getting worst day by day..
another a maths surprise test and i'm soo dead...

i'm a bit nervous now about the new duties that i have.. especially tomorrow..
i have to raise the flag.. sumting that i have never tried in my life.. really afriad that i'll mess up or sumting...
haiz.. then on tuesday.. i have to lead the students in the creed.. i am afraid the mike is too high for me
then i'll look realli comical.. especially when i am that short... sad...
wish things dun happen so quickly..
tml is chem test.. i am like soo dead.. i dunno wat to study.. and nth seems to get into my little brain..
i realli have to organise my time like hell now... looks like i hav to buck up too.. i am pretty bz rite now...
another problem aka challenge cropped up today..
looks as if my family wants to go on a trip to aussie on 27 nov.. to dec 5
but on dec5 i have a concert
and i dun realli wanna miss it
then today i was sort of threatened by the " is ur school more impt or ur family"
haiz.. i feel so stressed already...
geez.. cant i be let off for once...
i better continue studying.. but its sooo boring...
so good bye and good nite

finally fixed the timing

hee hee..
i'm back..
best man the camp..
although the Lectures made my mine mind wanna explode but i learnt so much..
i changed alot i think..
i miss my Born Cool family now..
papa guochang, mama isa, kor kor terence, didi qicai, didi leonard, didi edwin, mei mei chingyee, mei mei sri, mei mei dorcas and mei mei huimin
cool man..

now i m in school IT lesson
finish project liao so can slack.. hee hee
i damn sian.. today got 3 things on at the same time...
dunno how to organise
this week everything is like so rush..
haiz... wait wait wait.. ~ let me catch my breath first~
i am realli tired already..
my geog wksht still quite blank.. dunno how to do lor..
later still kena wan.. die... juz remember..
today got 4 things on...
plus chinese oral... haiz...
ZZZzzzZZZzzzz still got band until 6...
sian lor... friday band also dunno how.. all 3e will be at PL airbase..
haiz.. muz go plan later...
gtg.. dun wanna kena scolded.. heehee
byez
~fran~

haiz... i am so disappointed in sum ppl...
so mean.. fancy gossiping abt others in the staff room...
hmph...
i feel disgusted...
i am gonna have camp on the 6th all the way to the 9th...
my hols will be sooo cramped up.. wonder if i even have the chance to go out...
haiz..
its been a long time since i last watched a movie...
so sad rite...
realli wanna relax... haiz...
tok later k...