why do u always treat me like tt,
u leave me alone when u promised to be there.
u think its funny?
i dun think so.
i dunno wats this coming to.
few moments ago, we shared this bond no one had,
n now its lost in oblivion.
u think this is funny?
i think its not.
fine... maybe i have to let things go....
i hate u so.

dont u ever wish. u were some one else.
u weren't meant to be, the way u are exactly.
i jus wish.
i dunno wat i wish for actually.
maybe a new life? or not!!
maybe i need to regroup, rethink, reform.
maybe not.

dont u ever wish. u were some one else.
u weren't meant to be, the way u are exactly.
i jus wish.
i dunno wat i wish for actually.
maybe a new life? or not!!
maybe i need to regroup, rethink, reform.
maybe not.

a little song from my childhood days.
reallie sweet one
Forget About Love lyrics

[IAGO:]
Forget about that guy
Forget about the way you fell into his eyes
Forget about his charms
Forget about the way he held you in his arms
Walking on air's obnoxious
The thrill
The chill
Will make you nauseous
And you'll never get enough
Just forget about love!
Forget about romance
Forget about the way your heart begins to dance
Then you feel the blush
When he's spouting out some sentimental mush
Love really is revolting!
It's even worse than when you're moulting
Enough of this fluff!
Just forget about love!

[JASMINE:]
I had almost forgotten the way it felt
When he held out his hand for mine
My heart all a-flutter

[IAGO:]
Oh, how I shudder

[JASMINE:]
The first time we kissed

[IAGO:]
It won't be missed!
Forget about 'is touch

[JASMINE:]
I can't forget about his touch

[IAGO:]
In the scheme of things,
It doesn't matter much

[JASMINE:]
It matters so mu-uch

[IAGO:]
You're better on your own
A meal becomes a banquet
When you eat alone

[JASMINE:]
Hmm-mm-mm-mm

[BOTH:]
Love's filled with compromises

[IAGO:]
And don't you hate those big surprises?

[JASMINE:]
A cozy rendezvous

[IAGO:]
Oh, please!

[JASMINE:]
Candlelight for two

[IAGO:]
Oh, geez!

[JASMINE:]
Look you're calling my bluff!

[BOTH:]
(I can't) (Just) forget about love!

[JASMINE:]
I can't forget about my heart

[ALADDIN:]
I can't forget about my heart

[JASMINE:]
And how it felt
To fall for you right from the start

[ALADDIN:]
I'm still falling

[JASMINE:]
Whatever we may do

[ALADDIN:]
Whatever we may do

[JASMINE:]
You are here for me,
And I'll be there for you

[ALADDIN:]
I'll be there

[BOTH:]
To wish, to want, to wander
To find the sun
Through rain and thunder

[ALADDIN:]
A cozy rendezvous

[JASMINE:]
Yes, please!

[ALADDIN:]
Candlelight for two

[IAGO:]
Oh, geez!
Enough is enough!

[ALADDIN and JASMINE:]
We can't forget about love!

u noe wat.
when i first met you.
i tot hey, finally, i found the fren i needed.
some one to finally get rid of my loneliness.
it was great. and fun. and happy.
but all these went fast.
u see.
my frenships are like fireworks.
amazing yet goes fast and furious
and depletes into oblivion forever and ever.
hey. do u noe how much i need
to feel less lonely then i do now.
can u imagine.
everytime i'm down, i'm lonely.
i flip my phonebook. and realli.
i cant find some one i could call out.
no one,
and i tot i could count on u.
to bring me out of my misery.
but no.
it only lasted for a second or so.
hey guess wat.
u are all the same.
u see the expiry date next to my name.
maybe i'm really flawed.
i really turn people off.
(oh now i bet the soccer girls are nodding furiously)
tts why i have no fren to rely on.
if i were to type a list of "once close " frens,
tt list would nvr end.
and now,
i guess my time for our frenship is up.
jus like the previous ones i had.
even though i tot this one would have a chance.
i think i was being to optimistic.
i'm nt a girl tt deserves frens.
coz i'm flawed.
and i dun deserve them at all.

argh. its the nation's birthday.
wat can i say.
we've still got so much work to do today.


i hate studying i really do.
wat can studying do for you.


now i feel sooo shitty.
i've got so much stuff to remember tt i'm no longer witty.


we strive soo hard. to fight for a chance.
to see those A"s and prance in france?



its madness i tell you,
the things tt we do.
to get tt piece of paper.
so our lives will be safer.


why so much for some stupid little thing.
is this jus the singapore sling?



i hate to study, i rreally do....
wat the hell can it do for you.


damn the a levels. damn u all.
damn this stupid place tt makes us fall.



one day you'll realise, tt cert, i dun need
and my family i will still b able to feed.


go away stupid exams, i dun need you.
but no matter wat i say, there's nth i can do.




i really hate studying.. i realli reallie do.....
WAT THE HELL CAN IT DO FOR YOU!!!!

if i meet a man who would anything to make me happy,
that would be the man i would marry.
to be loved is much better than to love itself.
well at least it would be better for your health.
actions can speak far louder than anything said
to hear nothing and feel everything is lovely fate.
if mine eyes could see,
ur love in thee.
then i would realise
that your heart is the real paradise.
for since you are the one that would make me happy,
you will be the one i marry.


( how i wish tt this poem was for you to give,
sadly, it starts wif a "if" )


if i meet a man tt would do anything to make me happy,
that would be the man i would marry.

ARGH!
tts all i can say.
coz this is how i think it ended today.
sometimes. no matter how hard i try
i simply jus cant deny.
i feel lonely all the time.
even though i look just fine.
sitting by my phone.
listening to that dial tone.
i just have no one in mind.
just exactly who could i find?
its really quite sad actually.
for some one soo friendly
to feel exactly like me.


YES YES YES
i noe i do have frens who want to be there for me.
i noe becoz i can see.
but is there this special some one
tt i can leon on and cry, laff, talk to and promise to tell no one.
someone tt would sacrifice anything just to make me smile.
and be there for me when i need just need a while.
i just have no one in mind
just exactly who could i find?
its reallie quite sad actually
to feel exactly like me.





*written purely out of imagination. dunno why.*