i've tot it out,
i've cried it out.
its been 2 days.
i'm still healing.
i need to feel like i'm constantly needed and loved.
thats all.
coz i've been hurt a lil deep this time round.
i guess it was over-confidence and high expectations on my part.

come to think of it, i really think that it was probably a good thing.
its kinda lucky that i din go into it so quickly.
at least there was control.
we were probably too different.
too different for something to happen.

i was jus too soft hearted. just because i finally got the princess treatment i always longed to have. and just over one day, everything turned upside down.
somethings will always remain a mystery to me.
i cant help but question them time and again.


i need to heal. i just need more time.
its probably better that i can do stuff with my frens now that i probably wont be able to do if i were attached.

well, i'll just enjoy the moment. and i noe the right one will come along.
i just hope we'll still be friends though.
it was a great frienship that i dont wan to lose.
but not now, i cant face u yet.
and for the moment.just stop asking my friends out.
thank you.