hi. i'm princess fiona , the orge version of course.
and everyone calls me that.
not everyone is blessed with good looks
and i'm one of them.
why do i feel shit ugly.
why???
becoz no one wants me.
some ppl just had to bring that up.
time and again.

yes. i feel like shit and its driving me bonkers.
i dunno how long i can take this low self-esteem thing
cant some body jus tell me i'm beautiful or sumting nice?


so wat if im fat.. many ppl are.
but ppl love them
is it jus me??
i dun get it anymore.


i'm jus rambling on and on.
coz this is such a sensitive thing
i jus cant control myself.


at my age, it is supposed to be my prime.
if this is my prime.
i'm doomed.


i'm not picky with men.
men jus dun pick me.
get it?
they jus think i'm some fren.
some listener.
some buddy or pal or watever.


my dream is to be able to pick and choose.
but in reality its the other way round.