i figured tt this is the only place i can express myself freely.
i can be that selfish bitch that only wants to listen to wat i have to say
seriously, i'm putting in alot effort to make things work.
but it seems tt u are not helping.
it doesnt help when u keep showing off that u can get guys and that its so easy for u.
and yet, u still complain abt singlehood.
u noe how much i hate being single.
and yes. i dun get any guys at all.
its sooo embarrasing. when ppl get picked up all the time.
i don't. at all.
its realli irritating.
it tells me sumting abt myself.
i m jus not attractive at all.
i tell myself. i cannot have pretty frens.
then why do they always appear.
and make me feel sooo small.
u noe next to them.
no one looks at me.
i m jus nobody.
or worse still. ppl see me as a guy.
and tt sucks.
coz i'm 100% woman. jus tt no one realli gives a damn
yes i'm fat and short and ugly.
and i cant do anythign abt tt.
and this realli sucks
right after a breakup, the whole world charges and wants to date u
and ur poor fren over here jus doesnt get anything . at all.
u complain and complain.
but how does tt make me feel.
i think i;ve heard enuff.

and i haven even touched on the way u treat me. and our "frenship"