u noe wat.
when i first met you.
i tot hey, finally, i found the fren i needed.
some one to finally get rid of my loneliness.
it was great. and fun. and happy.
but all these went fast.
u see.
my frenships are like fireworks.
amazing yet goes fast and furious
and depletes into oblivion forever and ever.
hey. do u noe how much i need
to feel less lonely then i do now.
can u imagine.
everytime i'm down, i'm lonely.
i flip my phonebook. and realli.
i cant find some one i could call out.
no one,
and i tot i could count on u.
to bring me out of my misery.
but no.
it only lasted for a second or so.
hey guess wat.
u are all the same.
u see the expiry date next to my name.
maybe i'm really flawed.
i really turn people off.
(oh now i bet the soccer girls are nodding furiously)
tts why i have no fren to rely on.
if i were to type a list of "once close " frens,
tt list would nvr end.
and now,
i guess my time for our frenship is up.
jus like the previous ones i had.
even though i tot this one would have a chance.
i think i was being to optimistic.
i'm nt a girl tt deserves frens.
coz i'm flawed.
and i dun deserve them at all.