yummy addict.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

indeed.. a night of the tragedies, comedies, ups and downs of the great bard.

at the same time.

it was a night of peace, fun, laughter, friendship and love.

another lit night. how amazing.

no words can describe the satisfaction i get when i do such an event.

the best part is tt u get to share this same joy with the ppl u truly love.

some once lost, but has found their way back.

others will nvr leave no matter wat.

caring abt ur every move.

making sure you are laffing at all times.

although some times annoying but still funnie.

i'm being quite unfair.

coz i treat some wif more love than others.

well i cant help myself.

how do u noe tt ur in love?

a small remark or mistake could tear u into a million pieces

yet. he is the first person u wanna forgive.

at the same time u find excuses for him even before he asks for ur forgiveness.

even if wat he did was a grave mistake.

u still try ur best to lie to urself. and yet cry deep inside.

but it jus takes the littlest things tt he does to brighten up ur day.

show a little concern. talk to u a bit more. looking out for u.

u melt even on a cool day.

tts how u noe u are in love.

when everything seems to be complete once he is ard.

and everyone else ceasts to exist.

love me

1:03 am

Sunday, May 07, 2006

yes, we're back in power.

i'm not elitist

and neither am i a snob.

all i want is a stable and peaceful society.

is tt too much to ask.

it is jus not fair to say tt i'm rich.

becoz i dun earn anything.

neither do i pay for anything.

all i noe is tt we need this stable and peaceful society to survive.

my main concern is 5 yrs later.

will my batch be as rebellious as always?

well. we'll just have to find out.

finally, enuff of the bullshit.

we can jus get on with life.

haha. naked boy lost!!!!

and fake hair lost....

and loser face lost....

and hineous bitch lost.....

too bad!!!

1:09 am

Saturday, May 06, 2006

one more thing.

if anything comes ur way.

do not be afraid.

face it for its another day.

His plans for you

are here to stay.

To make your future

a better place.

and that place is up there

along side Him

where comfort and joy is never gone.

if it feels like too much to take.

kneel down and pray.

things will get much better than today.

"lay your burdens down on his cross"

12:47 am

failure, failure, failure.

why do u never leave me?

time and again.

shit happens.

but even shit happens for a reason.

maybe these are just obstacles

tt will bring to my next happiness.

some thing greater and bigger.

these are plans not made by me

but by some one else.

there's one lesson i really need to learn.

and tt is to live for myself.

my own life.

i've spent so many years trying to make everyone happy.

but was in worth it...

i guess not.

i tot i would have to choose between the two.

but u have chosen for me

to not choose at all.

thru others. u tell me its the worse thing to do.

to keep myself even more occupied then i already am.

so well.

here i am. not choosing.

i need to read and revise. alot.

all these have been neglected sooo much.

pray for me tt i will finally study.

and pray for all around me.

12:40 am