YO!!!! guess hu's back!!!
 
 
this time i got a lot of things to say...
 
I HAD THE BEST BORTHDAY EVER!!!
 
 
when i saw all my frenz celebrating my day with me... i felt so lucky...
but after tt week everything juz went down down down....
 
 
 
haha....
now i'm sinking back to my depression days... ahhhhhh!!!!!
there are still some hu are there for me supporting me and trying to pull me out... its the others tt do not care tt make me feel so hurt... haiz...... Last week and this week had  been realli bad for me,.,, i realli dun want all these to happen... there's juz so little time left for all of us to be together.....
 
 
 
i nid to apologise to alot of ppl....
sorri... realli sorry.... i think i realli upset u.... i dun balme u for being disappointed.... reallli.. it was all my fault... when i tried to explain myself... i was so scared i would say sumting wrong again.... i couldnt stand how nervous i was so i broke down... i realli cant control myself... realli... i realli treasure this frenship... haiz... dunno how to say all this...... i'm realli sad....but i dun dare to show it... coz u all seem happier without me ard... reallli... i seem to spoil all ur moods.... haiz..... maybe i shuld leave or sumting....
 
 
 
 
to those hu i'm angry wif...
 
i nid u all to noe tt i was left out.. and i dun like it at alll.......
haiz.... dunno la.... our frenship is so complicated tt i cant say anything abt it....
haizz......
 
 
 
 
 
i'm such a bad fren.... i dunno wat to do.....
maybe i'm not meant to hav any frenz.....
 
 

yoyoyo.. wats up man.. its back to school and its certainly not a good thing...


haha... now the shedules all change... i'm so luan...
haha... i'm bored la..

well.. the chalet... i realli enjoyed life at the paradise.. haha... realli cool... found out alot of things... and erm... also... guess tt all my pool balls.. like to jump.. haha... veri high some more...
let me see wat else...
the bbq... muz thank... the marinating crew.. and those who stood by me...*instead of watching the soccer replays* and the second nite stayers... haha... realli had such a great time...

Thank you list: grace, eileen(initial planning), fennie, kenny, rayner, sijie, guan hong, mabel, waiyee, guo shen, wilson, houteng, still got hu... alot more la... haha...


a BIG thank you to all who attended the BBQ or chalet... realli appreciate it... haha.... (althou my mood abit down)



next.. its almost my birthday and i realli love it...



on sat, i had a nice dinner at jack's place... wof my family.. followed by a great nite of karoke... so late tt i couldnt wake up for tuition...
haha...

saddest part.... PORTUAL LOST THE FINALS>>>> i'm so depressed...
sad lor... i mean i realli love portugal and cristiano ronaldo... haiz...they shuld have won.. they deserve it... haiz.. realli saddening....

haiz... ppl: dun suan me le la... i sad enuff le...
i almost cry leh


haiz...

tml is my chinese o levels oral exam... NERVOUS...
but i think i shuld be able to make it... haha....

wednesday is my birthday... yippeee....
i cant wait.. haha... prezzies: to all... if u all dun feel like getting me a present its ok.. its tht tot that counts..


haha...
see ya.... gtg.... dinner is ready... yum yum...
nitez